Sunday, August 21, 2005
msg to all my friends and foes. i'm fine. perfectly fine. ling, tzehong, weishan, melly, gabby, max, leonard, stephen and alll... thanks so much you guys. i will make sure i will compose myself and be back like the shannon you guys know. i will be back reall soon.

to you, i didnt regretted a single thing. think about it. dont even rack things up..mentioning god. i thank you for bringing me to know god but i dont deserve what i get from you. eat your humble pie and i hate the stare you gave me at the mrt control. u f**cking broke my heart. i cant see the you i knew then. you are no longer you. i can no longer be sweet to you now cos you are all materialistic and measuring. dont say you are not. face the reality. stop picking the smallest irrelevant insignificant things about me. i'm really disgusted with the invalid argument. i'm not holding over any grudge. when you said " baby, let's forget about it and move on"! you did not move on, didnt you? please tell me something that you are capable of doing it. i didnt ask for more. the disgust got worse when you told me you paid 7 times for cab fare and i paid twice. wth? do you really have to count to the cents? dont come telling me you didnt with that STARE. i had enough. if i didnt get you gifts, or if that is really not SOMETHING you wanted. i dont knw what you want then. dont come blaming me for scolding you 'bastard', u strugg me off when i pulled you back. go ahead then. going home. not me. reflect on yourself, the harsh words you bombar me with. i was ur girl then. what are you thinking? i dont know man. it's really over. u still thinks that you have no wrongs. great. the bleakness u had, u caused it.





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